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I just want to be normal

Sun, 07 Apr 2019 06:38:31 GMT

Hello, im a nature born psychic rainbow child who is now a young adult. The last three years I've been undergoing a very intense spiritual awakening, Kundalini. I have fantastic support system around me, I sit circle with my spiritual teacher who understands me and is always there for me, I have my aunt and mother who know extensively about all things spiritual, and I attended a very loving spiritual church. I just always feel really strange here on this planet in this reality of existance. I feel very surreal about it, sometimes I feel like I'm just falling through space and time. I have a overriding thought of why are we here! Where did we come from? Where are we going? What's the point?!?! I can hear and read about the notions and theories that are out there, but nothing satisfies me. Sometimes I feel very fustrated by it. I just can't understand how everyone walks around like life is so normal. Is ignorance bliss?

Tue, 09 Apr 2019 03:21:32 GMT

Nah, normal is boring. Why sacrifice your amazing psychic gifts the spirits gave to you for the price of being normal? To make life easier? The fact is, life isn't easy for ANYONE. Even 'normal' people who aren't 'awake'. We spirits in the bodies of humans are not here to live an easy earth lifetime I don't think. Why are we here? What's the point? It is meant to be hard and challenging here so we can learn. You are currently here to be tested. the fact that you are frustrated is GOOD. It means you've found something you think should be different/that you want to change. So get to it and change what you don't like. remember you're being shaken and tested constantly on Earth. That's how I see things anyway. I hear you. Ignorance is bliss for some. It obviously is not for you. At least you now know that. You are obviously happy when you are educating yourself, and when you're educated on the things troubling/confusing you. Can you use your gifts to help these 'normal' people be less "ignorant"?

Tue, 09 Apr 2019 19:52:25 GMT

Thank you so much for replying! I really appreciate it ,🙂. It's helped me a lot 💕 lots of love to you.

Wed, 10 Apr 2019 00:39:38 GMT

You're welcome! Look forward to hearing more about your spiritual journey :) x