I would really love to tell my story but I am a little nervous about doing so. It's been a long and very emotional journey.
When you're ready you'll be able to. There's never any rush. Lots of love x
It was a tough time. What I used to cherish, used to protect started to vanished. I was left with my bare self, my ego. I doubted my value, I didn't know how to live my life to the fullest. I was scared and lost. After the pain, I saw everything clearly. I felt like my inner peace had raised up from the surface and It became a great feeling. I just knew I had to move on and keep that inner peace because it was who I really was, it was what I should live for. However, It is still a long way to go on this spiritual journey. But glad to have your inspirational words from then til now. You are one of those who make me feel I am not alone on this journey. Thank you, Nicky. Love and Light.
I can relate.
I don’t know where to start really. I guess I should state I have been spiritual since I was a little kid. I had an amazing imaginations and use to talk to things that weren’t there. As a child I would be kept awake knowing there were something watching me. I use to get very frighten at night and would have terrible nightmares. My dreams weren’t base on a child but an adult. As I got older I was able to sense that I should do something or go or something would happen. I would soon find out there was a car accident or something and I probably would have been there right at that time. Both my best friend and I were quite spiritual in high school and you would think that we had a telepathic connection. There’s one thing I forgot to write. As a child until now I have this special gift where total strangers will tell me their life story or it’s like they know they can talk to me about anything. I have been through a difficult time with one of my children who is a very spirited children and I pretty much ended up with post traumatic disorder. This was the time I started t o noticed signs of clairaudience and lets just say it’s pretty frightening when this happens. I was introduced to medications because of this and even today the doctors don’t really understand what I have. I am still having trouble figuring out the difference between Angels and Spirits. I see angel numbers all the time, when I look up what it means it’s pretty much spot on what I am doing or thinking. I should state that most of my family see angel numbers and it’s unbelievable to be honest. It went to a psychic many years ago who told me stuff about my future which has come true. I have this name pop up all the time through my spirit or angels and even my children will blurt it out from time to time. The psychic I met also told me of this man’s name I was going to meet with this name. I should also state that the psychic said that I was spiritual and probably more than her. She said she found it difficult. Weird thing is I am not sure if they mean the person I know here in my life or whether it’s a guide or spirits name. I am trying to learn more about spirituality though my husband is anti it. Though he does believe in dimensions etc. He will also listen to me when I say we shouldn’t go somewhere yet etc in the car. My Dad speaks of my great great grandmother being a spiritual lady. I feel like there’s so much more to tell but I can’t think of everything right now.
I nearly forgot but way back when I developed Clairaudience it got so bad. It was like I could hear conversation everywhere I went. Driving in traffic or going to public places etc. I remember someone say she's not ready yet and than it went quiet and only at night for there on. This is really difficult to write because I know there's a huge taboo with it all. In my heart I believe it's Clairaudience. Though what is keeping me back is not being sure. I feel very alone and scared what people think of me. I keep it to myself etc. My daughter had a lot of electrical issues with lights and computers etc the other day and I looked at her and smiled . I believe many people in my family may have it and I'll be interested to see how it all works out for them. Though It makes me happy when i notice little signs my children and niece have the gift. Oh it seems to run down the female line.
Personally my awakening is not yet finshed :) But i have been on a spiritual/ religious path all my life. I was very curious as a young person and since i was into a christian family i was often in church as a young boy. But and its a big BUT there. When i spoke to the priest i honestly never understood his answers, Not because i did not read the bible or misunderstood him. But when i asked my quetions he could not answer them in a good way. This lead to me not going to church often anymore, and at home i started to look for a religion or spiritual path that could give me answer to my questions. I spend the next 5 years reading and looking into different religions. But when i took time to study buddhist texts and speak to buddhists i knew i found my path in life. I first started reading and getting to know the basics in Buddhisme before i started to learn Mindfulness meditation and insight meditation. And now i have studied for about 20 years. But still i am not enlighten :) So my spiritual path is stil alive and i doing what i can to learn more. But what i have learned in my path has been very eye opening, and i see human life very different from what i did when i was younger. Life is no playground in my view, it is only meant for spiritual development and gaining wisdom.
It has been really hard for me, not only am I going through it but my daughter is as well. This journey started 10 years ago when she was 15, we picked her up from school crying and holding her head and many many worried nights doctor and ER visits led to one conversation that changed everything. Our Spiritual Elders led us where we needed to be and to each step of the way including finding Nicky Sutton on YouTube. This is definitely self discovery that is Spiritually led to figure out this new life. The things I could write...needless to say our house is very active, energized, and emotional.
It's wonderful to share the gift with other love ones. Though my love ones aren't at the same stage as me and whether they ever will. I have no idea what is going on in my house but it's like we're all going through spiritual awakening. Even my husband is experiencing it and he's not even biologically part of me. All my family are experiencing the same numbers as each other everyday. My husband said he spooked himself the other night where he rang the same person twice in two days at the exact time without even thinking.
It is nice to know that there are others experiencing the same thing. I wholeheartedly agree it is good to have someone experiencing the same thing. We are on different levels as well, she is ahead of me and it has been a blessing to know it is not medical with her that was a fear for so many years. Our whole family is actually going through it including my boys and my husband all different stages. I truly believe it is at different levels because when one is down the other picks up the pieces. The boys (really young adults) are not embracing it so there is a bit of a challenge in that area, but each day they open a little bit more. It has been shared through my daughter that although it can biologically passed down, your Spirit family can consist of your biological family members (maybe not all), but also other individuals as well that are not biological. There is more to that but I will wrap it up so this it won't be so lengthy. Thanks for sharing
@cazzablanca sending Blessings to your family
There are four in my family that all see 1111 at the same time everyday. My husband and I nearly fight over who can message one another at 1111. Though when I am around my children they'll beat me too it. I read that 1111 was related to soul mates or twin flames and I thought It wouldn't be possible to have that many in the same family. I have been looking up angel numbers for a while now and they totally relate to my life in all ways. It's just so hard when there's no one to talk about it. I keep thinking of contacting my old friend from school. I think she is spiritual etc though you have to be so careful about what you say etc.
Yes I totally agree. Everyone says they are open until you get to the 1st few 10 minutes or less. Lol. I am so glad Nicky started this.
I am seeing the energy around us, like sparks or sparkles. I am also hearing the hum of energy which I have always heard on occasion but it is now constant. The world looks more vivid, bright and nature's colors are at a brilliance I have never noticed. I just woke up one day and quit smoking after 20+ yrs. And I am blanketed in peace, I feel tingling, or a buzz running through me. I have an ethereal, floating sensation. A bliss. I feel like I am glowing from within outward.
confusing! Some days I feel the most amazing peace like I never experienced before. Other times I'm crazy and angry. Yet people only see a peaceful person on the outside. It's quite fascinating to see and hear people tell me I radiate a calming energy when I feel like crap 😂😂😂 Or that I "draw people in" or have a "nice aura" when I'm convinced I hate everyone. I'm definitely not in Kansas anymore. It's all good though
Abigail89 you are an infinite being with infinite loving potential and others are picking up on this. At your core your vibration is positive, yet there may be aspects of your life that are not quite healed yet, from your past. These can create negative emotion for us some days, even though we don't ask for it. With the spiritual path comes inner work, healing, contemplation, learning and experience. You will therefore start to feel better and better, and then imagine what they will say about your aura then! Lots of love.
💖💖💖💖💖💋💋💋💋👄👄👄👄 Thanks Nicky. I emailed you about my awakening experience. It was weird for me and still is. I used email email@example.com. If you have chance and not too busy reading other's emails I would love for you to take a look. Hope you have a lovely week x
I feel lost and depressed yet excited. Nobody in my physical existence (location wise)(real life wise) understands. I feel alone. I would love to have more communication with my spirit guides or Angels.
justamy - I know how you feel. I feel lonely sometimes, unable to talk to friends and family about things I see. I have tried and I usually get the same response of them telling me It isn't real and there is nothing there after we die. I wish they (the spirits and guides) would talk to me while I'm awake in Earth time when I need help the most. It can get lonely. I accidentally found something that has worked a little for me so far. And that is sleeping on an earthing mat. I sleep on this mat to calm my nerves, reduce inflammation and anxiety and to get to sleep quicker. Sleeping on an earthing mat is like sleeping on the bare earth, the ground, outside. I put one of these mats under my feet in my bed while I sleep. I've been sleeping on this mat for the past 3 months and most nights there has been a guide waiting for me to take me on a journey of lessons. I am often a student. We meet in a bubble room that floats on top of the Earth before we depart on a short journey to learn the lesson. A guide in a white robe appears, smiles and asks me where I want to go or if ther e is a being or family member I want to talk to. I have asked him/her many questions and they have often taken me to different places on Earth and other dimensions to teach me things, and often to sit me down in a cafe with that family member to have a discussion. This has all happened during sleep.